Well. I just recognized that I’ve been in an off and on swimming motion of resentment the last few days. That’s a celebration! OOOO…the emotions, mental, playing to the physical and spiritual, so sly, but I recognize it. What the heck you might ask? I have taken stuff personal without having a big tube of forgiveness. And the results, no matter how I want to look, are not going to change. So, the what’s….

*Had a guy do a silent quit. Which is always tough, but a celebration. He finally got out of saying, “…my disabilities…” The actions leading up to the silent quit…I’m shaking off the coulda been better attitude.

*Have some construction work happening here at the complex. Come to find out, at 4:30 PM, leading into a holiday weekend, that errors may or may not be contained in the permit. Oh boy. I shouldn’t be surprised considering the first error I found upon filing was the wrong address listed on it. I’m shaking off this coulda been better attitude. Ha!

And finally…

*Time-off. Relax time. Mini vacation time. Ummm… the part-time job where I work only three little days, one of those days being the covenanted Friday nights around here, I haven’t called out, blamed the weather for not coming in, or nutt’n. So, I wanna say this person was probably having a bad.

I recognized that in the middle of moving another mountain Thursday – I wasn’t going to make it – technically, I still didn’t make it. However, here I am with a choice to make. In already taking Saturday and Sunday off, then in two weeks taking the three days. The time off was lumped together, but!, months worth of notice, and then last moment, which sucks, added in last Friday evening. Yeah. During the conversation, the comment of “…you’re taking too much time off…” is/has rubbed me the wrong way.

Shake it off! This is a case of ugly. Wowza. All I know, I better use my tools more and keep recognizing the only way out is up.